Leave The Country

I'm fighting with myself again 'cause Part of me wants to stay but then I'm too fucking exhausted Is this what I wanted If I'm being honest? Watching all my plans Slipping through my hands Maybe I should leave the country again 'Cause it always makes me feel better for about six months and then I come crashing right back to reality It's psychotic actually, wish somebody would talk some sense into me Before I up and go I'll miss the city if I go but If I stay I know I won't grow I'm too fucking exhausted Is this what I wanted? Feeling like I've lost it Watching all my plans Slipping through my hands Maybe I should leave the country again 'Cause it always makes me feel better for about six months and then I come crashing right back to reality It's psychotic actually, wish somebody would talk some sense into me Before I up and go I'm always staring out the windows of the plane Waiting for something big to change Different places, different faces but it's the same shit Is there not more than this? Maybe I should leave the country again 'Cause it always makes me feel better for about six months and then I come crashing right back to reality It's psychotic actually, wish somebody would talk some sense into me Before I up and go Maybe I should leave the country