RED ROSES

Get off the field Nah-nah-nah-nah (Sky, cook 'em) Mhm-mhm Fresh out the plane, I check the time and it's five forty-five Jump to a bag, I gotta make it home and bust a dime Gave my bitch fifty thousand, go invest in houses I don't need you relyin' This life I live is petrifyin' (No, no, no, no, no) So, I don't know if I'ma make it (No, no) I been duckin', dodgin' the hatred Seen my loved ones act shady, had to act like it ain't phase me Tried to say that I was crazy 'cause I won't let nobody play me Taba told me I was special, I did whatever he'll say to me I put that bullshit to the backfoot on the pedal (No, no) Won't look that way again Heart where the home at, and I ain't have no residence Battlin' with depression (No, no) Treatin' the Percocet as my therapist Baby mama trippin', ain't replyin' to none of her messages She just hit another one and ran, you won't see yo' child again Ain't this out the bag, but I'll be damned if I leave my pride again (Oh, oh) I just don't understand who I am (No, no, no, no, no, no) So, I don't know if I'ma make it (Oh) I been duckin', dodgin' the hatred Seen my loved ones act shady, had to act like it ain't phase me Tried to say that I was crazy 'cause I won't let nobody play me Couldn't let my mama suffer no more, had to put a plug on my back And that shit still fuck with my head I don't think God'll ever save me When you can't do shit to save you, and you call for your savin' And he don't answer your prayers It might drive you insane (No, no, no, no) Ayy, ayy-ayy, just glad I ain't drive inside that damage I just went and found some money (Yeah, yeah, yeah) Yeah, I hate the scars, but I debate the kiss Threw on 'em, lose the fabrics For all the times I ain't ain't have this shit Yeah, now, we won't work for nothin' Buy my brothers whatever they want I buy my kids whatever they want Can't put no price upon my love, give a fuck what they call it As long as you don't abuse my love, then I gotta cut you off Bury me in red roses Believe me when I tell you, "I feel my life is over" Was hoppin' for some closure, but nobody ever show it Changin' my lane and stay focused, who don't form emotions? Pour up the purple potion, reminiscin' 'bout brodie We was spazzin', laughin', jokin' (Yeah, yeah) Now, y'all waitin' for motion (Yeah, yeah) Some feelings I can't expose, y'all left me on my lonely Been livin' life, I been copin' My spirit been feelin' the coldest, yeah (Yeah, yeah, yeah) So, I don't know if I'ma make it (Woah, woah, woah, woah) I been duckin', dodgin' the hatred Seen my loved ones act shady (Woah, woah) Had to act like it ain't phase me (Woah, woah) Tried to say that I was crazy 'cause I won't let nobody play me