World of No Return (feat. Ms. Seeley & Brian Lawlor)

I was lost in a world of no return

A world that was dangerous, sad and without hope

A world that was separated from the rest of the world That only held so much pain and depression

(You know I couldn't get no help, I was reaching out, I felt that I did everything right...)

A world where the abuse lasted for so long,

that after awhile I couldn't understand why I stayed.... to keep being his footstool.

(You know I couldn't get no help, I was reaching out, I felt that I did everything right...)

I used to have hope, faith, and dreams

That one day, I could leave this abuse and start fresh again Without being scared to take back my life and live again.

(I felt that I did everything right, but nobody heard my cry until it was too late...)

I was helpless against the world

That wasn't meant for me to be in

A world that kept telling me

I was there as his punching bag

The world that I was living in

Showed me that no police, judge, or DA Could stop this abuse

(I had females come up to me... yeah well you know... if that was me I would've left, why you didn’t leave?)

The world of no return

had a death wish just for me

(Yeah well you know...if that was me I would've left, why you didn’t leave?? Like I told them this is how....)

It was a world where either you survive the abuse Or you die by the hands of the abuser.

In the world of no return,

There is a high price to pay.

(It’s all part of your self esteem because that abuser can make you feel so low that you lose everything....)

I did survive my abuse,

but there are many that didn't.

The price I'm paying is a 19 to life sentence For defending myself

against my abuser.

(Look at the signs, be aware of what he’s doing, whether it’s emotional, physical...)