I've been writing notes to myself
About how good I've been without somebody else
But these days the ink keeps runnin' out
And all I'm left with is a blank page full of doubt
Who knew that love would hurt so much
When the closest ones have guns
I was told I never listened
Now I'm in my head thinkin'
Do you still think about me?
Do you get a good night sleep?
'Cause I do tell myself not to dream
I do wish I didn't believe
Do you still see my face
Do you let your heart race
'Cause I do think mine still breaks
And I do wish I didn't say I love you
Been writing pages on how to get out
Doing all the things the podcasts tell me how
Just breathe and delete the photos
Scroll up and hit the unfollow
Now you can go and put that phone down
Who knew that love would hurt so much
When the closest ones have guns
I was told I never listened
Now I'm in my head thinkin'
Do you still think about me?
Do you get a good night sleep?
'Cause I do tell myself not to dream
I do wish I didn't believe
Do you still see my face
Do you let your heart race
'Cause I do think mine still breaks
And I do wish I didn't say I love you
