For the First Time, Again

What am I giving up

What am I giving up

What am I giving up

What am I giving up

To dream this big?

To blindly lead myself to the cliff?

I can't be remembered chained behind a door

I fear it won't take much for this to give a little more

You can keep coming for me

(Give it your best shot)

You can keep coming for me

(Is that good or not?)

But I won't be caught

I'm pulling my weight

I'm picking up steam

Nothing is ever gonna be the same

I've been failing for so long

I can wait to beat my own streak

I better start running

I better start running

If I'm gonna get away

I have to ask myself

Are you just part of the problem?

Are you even an artist?

My finger hurts

But was it worth it?

I know it's a dream

But why does it feel so real to me?

What am I giving up?

What am I giving up?

But am I ready for change?

Is today the day?

That I just say ok

But I know

That I won't

Just give up

But I know

That I won't

Just give up