Brutal

I'm smiling You buy it I say congratulations I'm jealous when I see you win No really You earned this Those numbers just confirm it I'm lying through my teeth again And they should know you're the best As long as I'm better Went to your show just to check What you did wrong My insecurity's brutal I hear my voice and I cringe I need somebody's approval now 'Cause I'm too proud to see you win Reaction No passion They said my songs don't say much Tell me if this one says enough Took like 4 years To make this I think it makes sense I hate it Is it bad or is it bad luck And they should know I'm the best I only Get better Put one hand up just to prove I do no wrong My insecurity's brutal I hear my voice and I cringe I need somebody's approval now 'Cause I'm too proud to see you win Who else do you know Does it like this Sing sad songs Pretend I'm being honest Everyone I know Is better than this Sing sad songs Look how good my art is 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4 Yeah! Shut up My insecurity's brutal I hear my voice and I cringe I need somebody's approval now 'Cause I'm too proud to see you win