Self destruct

It was a bad night, yeah I saw you on a first date Didn't think I was someone you could replace My bad, might have loved you just to feel safe In the back of a cab And I'm thinking that I can't be better for you Say that I miss you, it's true I can't be better for you But I wanted to I hate that I just threw it all away I'm all in my head I'm sorry for the things, are you okay? I wish that you knew how badly I hurt too I self destruct when I'm with you So sick of being me 'cause I'm afraid Maybe I should've stayed Maybe I should've stayed But I always walk away I never thought to tell you anything you did right The way you held my hand when we were too high Hope you know it was good, it was perfect In the back of a cab got me thinking that I can't be better for you (for you) Say that I miss you, it's true I can't be better for you But I wanted to I hate that I just threw it all away I'm all in my head I'm sorry for the things, are you okay? I wish that you knew how badly I hurt too I self destruct when I'm with you So sick of being me 'cause I'm afraid Maybe I should've stayed Maybe I should've stayed But I always walk away Take it back Maybe you should love again Find a new place Lay your head Try to forget everything Take it back Maybe you can love again Find a room with a better bed And a new friend I hate that I just threw it all away I'm all in my head I'm sorry for the things, are you okay? I wish that you knew how badly I hurt too I self destruct when I'm with you So sick of being me 'cause I'm afraid Maybe I should've stayed Maybe I should've stayed But I always walk away