The First Man

Hey daddy, it's been a long time Vinnie said you're doing fine I know we're due a conversation But I don't wanna let you see me cry I built walls I can't see over And I wonder if you're at the other side 'Cause you were never there when I needed you the most You'll never know, you'll never know how much it hurt 'Cause I was never enough, I was never enough I can't let the sun come in I can't let the real love begin Daddy, you were the first man to leave me You made my heart break And I swallow my tears everytime like I'm 13 Daddy, you were the first man to leave me I wish you could hold me like you mean it I wish you could guide me by the hand Just because I wasn't yours doesn't mean you weren't mine The little girl in me still tries to understand Why I was never enough, why I was never enough I can't let the sun come in I can't let the real love begin Daddy, you were the first man to leave me You made my heart break And I swallow my tears everytime like I'm 13 Daddy, you were the first man to leave me And you said forever and ever But forever is no more And I don't believe you I don't believe you anymore You said forever and ever But forever is a scar And I don't believe you I don't believe you anymore I can't let the sun come in I can't let the real love begin Daddy, you were the first man to leave me, oh oh oh You made my heart break And I swallow my tears everytime like I'm 13 Daddy, you were the first man to leave me Daddy, you were the first man to leave me, no You were the first man to leave me Hey daddy, it's been a long time I hope you're proud of your Lorenzo shining bright