Abdicating

I don't really feel like waiting (waiting) I've been down this road so many times, still I can't find my way, no Feeling like the shine has faded (faded) I've sat on this throne a thousand times Now I might abdicate it For the sake of my goodness I tried to carry myself with grace and amazement Understanding my roots will forever come from the basement Made it to the highest of councils without arrangements But all you ever saw was a logo beside my greatness I bled my truth for as long as I could and then I Covered up the Illness that started eating my insides The highs and the lows, pressing pause on the end times Feeling what's expected of me is to work and then die Shit, guess I gotta be the one to make that change Life ain't gonna sit around and wait for me to feed the flames Thinkin' bloodline Thinkin' what it means to make a name, and thinkin' sunshine And how we chase away the rain with a drum line Baby, I believe that You ain't gotta love me, you just gotta let me be that Person with a million mistakes, causing feedback Keep the crown and throne, I don't think I really need that Let me go (let me go) I don't really feel like waiting (waiting) I've been down this road so many times, still I can't find my way, no Feeling like the shine has faded (yeah, yeah) I've sat on this throne a thousand times Now I might abdicate it For my own goodness' sake, l've been forsaken (forsaken) A bitter pill is the only thing I'm tasting (tasting) A bit of time ain't the only thing it's taking Like transplant patients, I'm getting sick of waiting (sick of waiting) Tryna take the reins but my hand's shaking, handshake agreements All just campaigning, watching as they arrange the next coronation While facing arraignments for abdicating This sandcastle I built grain by grain Tides changed, watched it all wash away in the rain Caught between the left and right sides of my brain Right now, all that's left is a splitting migraine Heavy is the head of the king amongst mentors Enemies and friends, frenemies and ends Succession plans ain't ever recession proof When the levy breaks, I'll be damned Just one thing left to do I don't really feel like waiting (waiting) I've been down this road so many times, still I can't find my way, no Feeling like the shine has faded (yeah, yeah) I've sat on this throne a thousand times Now I might abdicate it