Chemtrails

I'm always saying, "Yes" But when it comes around, I don't wanna leave my house At the time, everything felt new And one night Could really change you Someone like me can't let go of anything Moments move like chemtrails in my mind Now I want more, thinking I deserve less Maybe I'll be happier this time The warmth of everything I waited And it came We'll be good, or at least, we should What more can we really ask for? Someone like me can't let go of anything Moments move like chemtrails in my mind Now I want more, thinking I deserve less Apathy is difficult to hide I'm not used to feeling what I choose to Hanging on to words you might've said Now I'm weightless, like I've been erased I'm painting us a picture in my head