This state of torment
Is something i can't explain
But it's not romanticised
Exaggerated pain
No escape besides my death
Can last me long enough
I wouldn't be saved
If I didn't think i needed it
Grab this secret weapon
In the midst of this destruction
Engrave my name on it
Be the cure to my confusion
I'll never die with them
In the prison of reality
Grab this secret weapon
It's my own private protection
Day after day
I face my failings
I never got my dream
According to the clock at least
Dwelling on mistakes
Envy slaps me in the face
I've escaped into pleasure
To cope and i know its cost me
These mental loops
Are the cause of misery
We need to re-program our minds to be free
Grab this secret weapon
In the midst of this destruction
Engrave my name on it
Be the cure to my confusion
I'll never die with them
In the prison of reality
Grab this secret weapon
It's my own private protection
These mental loops
Are the cause of misery
We need to re-program our minds to be free
Grab this secret weapon
In the midst of this destruction
Engrave my name on it
Be the cure to my confusion
I'll never die with them
In the prison of reality
Grab this secret weapon
It's my own private protection
Be the cure to my confusion
Be the cure to my confusion
