I Know How To Self Destruct

Realized you were the problem and I tried to stop it and solve everything

Sometimes I think to myself if I was the cause but lately cannot think

Relapsed too many times

I think I might fall down and finally sink

You were the one I would call to

But now I can't call you oh damn what a shame

Taking these drugs and I know they won't help me

They help me heal all of the pain

Talking to me like a stranger but I can tell you're not the same you've changed

I don't wanna be abused

I just wanna be of use

I can't take this

One more pill

I can't take this

One more pill