Broken but Thankful, Pt. 2

There was once a time when we could work things out A better time than now My heart is bleeding out Over thoughts inbound Bout what I'm bout to say I'm not very proud But I miss you so much can't get you out my head Tried to forget but I failed instead Left me for dead or at least thats the feel Gave up on me and I feel that that's real Don't wanna start any arguments still Just feel unwanted, unloved, can't fulfill None of my thoughts, guess that I just feel empty Numb like the frost, I hope you don't forget me Know I'm un-needed, worthless like a penny Swear that you used to love me to the cent Guess I'm irrelevant after I'm spent I do not matter because I'm upset And it hurts I will not lie, girl it hurts More than I could ever put into words It's the worst Thoughts that I want are reversed All that I notice reminds me of her Reminds me of you and I don't mean to flirt It's just been hurting, my heart is berserk In the dirt Buried my heart in the dirt Watered with tears grew to see what was blurred It's absurd Yeah it's absurd Want to be friends, not to be enemies Let's talk it out, Think that is the remedy Crawling around in my head like a centipede Let's both agree not to mess with us mentally Hope to be friends at least one day eventually Because I care about you, say that genuinely Don't wanna drift far apart, be the end of me