18

You were going out to bars, driving nice cars I was on Mars thinking you were mine Every single weekend I would pretend I was like you dressing up to the nines And we'd go out to the restaurant where people knew your name Your picture on the wall like you were in the hall of fame Loved attention but never mentioned me Sometimes I wonder why you still keep me up at night Then I think of how I cried and it gets to me So yeah I'm in my 20's Saying, "Fuck you and your city" on a Green Line T Middle finger up to every fancy street Where the buildings scream your name 'Cause back when I was 18 You were acting like you loved me in a matte black Jeep But only for a moment then rejected me So I do these crazy things to give peace to 18-year-old me Yeah, she deserved better She deserved better, oh She deserved better, ooh You were in and out of town then you'd want me back around And every single time I'd stay Spending every weekend off the deep-end Never knowing if you're gonna walk away And you'd show up at the party you knew I was going to There was no going out 'less I was going out with you You'd tell me that you loved me and there was nobody else Just so you could have me to yourself So yeah I'm in my 20's Saying, "Fuck you and your city" on a Green Line T Middle finger up to every fancy street Where the buildings scream your name 'Cause back when I was 18 You were acting like you loved me in a matte black Jeep But only for a moment then rejected me So I do these crazy things to give peace to 18-year-old me You didn't care how you hurt me Mr. Twisting Your Words, please I deserved, I deserved better, oh Than being lost in confusion In a game I was losing I deserved, I deserved better So can you blame me? For being in my 20's Saying, "Fuck you and your city" on a Green Line T Middle finger up to every fancy street Where the buildings scream your name 'Cause back when I was 18 You were acting like you loved me in a matte black Jeep But only for a moment then rejected me So I do these crazy things to give peace to 18-year-old me Yeah, she deserved better She deserved better, oh She deserved better, oh 18-year-old me Yeah, she deserved better She deserved better, oh She deserved better, ooh 18-year-old me