Golden Bridge

This time last year, I was someone Now I'm jealous of the pictures of my friends The night is back and I stare at the Mersey You were worth every tear in the end I paid the doctor so I could live happy Now I feel nothing at all I cry as I touch myself and look at the view Think hard enough, you're here with me too Golden bridge Say it how it is Golden bridge Golden bridge I'd never see the smiles of my own sister's child God, it hurts to look back It hurts to look back I'd never hear the chanting from all the crowds of people God, it hurts to look back It hurts to look back Golden bridge Say it how it is Golden bridge Say it how it is I'm scared of sleeping, can the nighttime sedate me? It's always when I'm scared of being alone I sleep with the light on, you used to do that Keep the screen light reflecting on your phone Holding at my throat, it's like a comfort My therapist said I look stoned But, God, I can't drink, not with anyone beside me I said I'd rather do it alone Golden bridge Say it how it is Golden bridge Say it how it is I'd never see the smiles of my own sister's child God, it hurts to look back It hurts to look back I'd never hear the chanting from all the crowds of people God, it hurts to look back It hurts to look back Golden bridge Say it how it is Golden bridge Say it how it is I'd never see the smiles of my own sister's child God, it hurts to look back It hurts to look back I'd never hear the chanting from all the crowds of people God, it hurts to look back It hurts to look back Golden bridge Say it how it is Golden bridge Say it how it is Golden bridge (golden bridge) Golden bridge (say it how it is) Golden bridge (golden bridge) Say it how it is Golden bridge