MY LIFE

I used to wear my heart out on my sleeve Now I keep my heart hidden real deep 'Cause I don't trust the way you changing on me Come around for a minute then you gon' leave As a child, had a hard upbringing So I focused on the music, started singing And I fell in love with the beats I'm tryna tell the people this is more than a dream Like damn I've been through some shit that you won't ever understand Been to hell and back, but I know God's got a plan I've been feeling lonely, I just wanted me a friend They did me wrong again and again Oh-oh, it's time that I let go I'm picking up the pencil Trying to heal my mental Everyone that did me wrong, they all tried running back But I don't got no time to play like I been on the bench I been deep up in my thoughts, I'm deep up in my head I'm focused on the music, focused on the bread 'Cause people always change but the money don't I'd rather not go and get high 'cause it can't fix these lows I feel like I'ma call you, always home alone I don't wanna talk to you on the phone A lot of pain but I never let it change me I don't trust because the realest ones betrayed me They tryna hop up on my wave like they the navy (yeah, yeah) Used to be my friend, but now you hate me (yeah, yeah) Say that you my friend but you did me cold I don't really trust, I don't do that no more Rather be alone, yeah, I'd rather be alone Struggling with pain, and then I did it on my own Where the fuck were you when I was crying out for help Dealing with this pain, and then I did it by myself I still did it by myself You always came but you always let me down Took my heart, and then I put it in the ground Took my heart, and then I put it in these sounds I don't trust the words coming out your mouth I know the shit you did, I wish that I could air it out My problems building up on you, been tryna tear me down I try to tell you what you did, but you ain't hear me out Shit is crazy 'cause I know you fucking hear me now Alone, all I ever feel is alone (alone) The phone, nobody's picking up the phone Took so long to build this bridge, I'm like, fuck it let it burn Tell me why you praying on me, you don't even go to church They say pain is a lesson and we all gotta learn Tell me when the fuck you gon' get what you deserve 'Cause I was there for you, and you was down at your worst But you dipped out for a bitch when I needed shit in return But I guess it's how it goes And I guess it's how it works (yeah) Can you tell me why? Can you tell me why? Can you tell me why? Can you tell me why? Can you tell me why? Can you tell me why (yeah, yeah) Is over worse