When It Gets Late

Can I say it? For the record now? Before I crash, I want you to know When it gets late, I want you to know (I just have trouble saying it) I'm worried about, like does any of this matter now? Getting older, feeling smaller Thought I'd figure it out, but it took me so long Was I always just a little too late? When I feel alone, look for your green light flicker on Like I'm worried you might fade away Yeah I'm worried you might fade away And if I told you the reason why I walk these circles all the time I'm afraid I'd see you cry, for all the things that I still hide And if I told you the reason why, would we even have the time? You gave me all that I prize but it came with a price And if I say it, will you hold it to me? It's taken so long to write down the words When it gets late I want you to know I've been dreaming about planes coming down Still the same girl I always was When I scroll down, I see everyone's talking Too much noise I can't hear what they're saying Everyone's got a dream Why's it only some seem to matter when the curtain comes down? When I feel alone, look for your green light flicker on Like I'm worried you might (fade) Don't wanna lie here forever, wanna be more Wanna me be more than this And if I told you the reason why I walk these circles all the time Try to understand the world, a voice says I'm just a girl But I feel like I wanna try, yeah I feel like I wanna try You gave me all that I prize but it came with a price (That I can hide, that I can hide) (So I keep on scrolling down, down, down) (So I keep on scrolling down, down, down)