The Kicker

Well it's snowing for the second time this winter I'm glad i didn't but I wish I kissed her and I've been contemplating resolutions I blocked the user but she made a new one I'm at a loss why I still can't hate her The lines I've crossed for a perfect stranger Maybe I'm sick and I need an obsession Maybe it's love and the timings up to heaven If it's as real as it feels Wouldn't she be here still? And my friends say "Ain't that the kicker" Well there's a ghosts in these walls She says nothing at all But there ain't a single day I don't feel her Now every stone has turned You're a lesson learned And I'm one that you get to work through Oh, how dare you say this ain't easy for you You get to fall asleep in a bed With a girl who chose you Ain't that the kicker? I hate that I still wonder if it's what you wanted? You said you're all mine and it left me haunted If I go crazy put your name down on the paper Cause of death: a fucking serial dater Maybe I'm mixing up the signs You're really not a bad guy You could even be the one if I this one slide There's a lake at the bottom of our river Baby, you're lucky that I'm such a forgiver If it's as real as it feels Wouldn't she be here still? And my friends say "Ain't that the kicker" Well there's a ghosts in these walls She says nothing at all But there ain't a single day I don't feel her Now every stone has turned You're a lesson learned And I'm one that you get to work through Oh, how dare you say this ain't easy for you You get to fall asleep in a bed With a girl who chose you You chose her too Ain't that the kicker? You chose her too Ain't that the kicker? Don't tell me you love me If you don't mean it like that You don't mean it like that You don't mean it like that Don't tell me you're coming back You don't mean it like that You don't mean it like that You don't mean it like that There's a lake (Don't tell me you love me) At the bottom of our river (If you don't mean it like that) Baby, you're lucky that i'm such a forgiver (You don't mean it like that) (You don't mean it like that) There's a lake (Don't tell me you're coming back) At the bottom of our river (You don't mean it like that) Baby, you're lucky that i'm such a forgiver (You don't mean it like that) (You don't mean it like that) (I search for you in everyone) There's a lake (Don't tell me you love me) (I fear I'll never find you) At the bottom of our river (If you don't mean it like that) Baby you're lucky that i'm such a forgiver (You don't mean it like that) (I search for you in everyone) (You don't mean it like that) There's a lake (Don't tell me you're coming back) (I came here to come unglued) At the bottom of our river (You don't mean it like that) Why'd the lord make me such a forgiver? (You don't mean it like that) (I search for you in every-) (You don't mean it like that) If it's as real as it feels Wouldn't she be here still? And my friends say "Ain't that the kicker" Well there's a ghosts in these walls She says nothing at all But there ain't a single day I don't feel her Now every stone has turned You're a lesson learned And I'm one that you get to work through Oh, how dare you say this ain't easy for you You get to fall asleep in a bed With a girl who chose you You chose her too Ain't that the kicker? Why'd the Lord make me such a forgiver? (snowing for the second time this winter) Ain't that the kicker? Why'd the Lord make me such a forgiver? (i'm glad i didn't but i wish i kissed her) Ain't that the kicker? Why'd the Lord make me such a forgiver? (I chose you, I chose you) (the lines i've crossed for a perfect stranger) Ain't that the kicker? Why'd the lord make me such a forgiver? Ain't that the kicker?