I Don't Want To Be Loved

First one was a bummer

Left me faster than a summer

Cried into my breakfast, tears in a bowl

The second left me hollow

With a pill too tough to swallow

He said "girl you're too afraid"

I guess that it showed

But when it hits it hits

And when it leaves I miss it

Every single kiss

Is shedding me to bits

So if it feels like this

Then

I don't want to be loved

I don't want to be loved anymore

If I break once again

I don't think I can mend like before

It just

Leaves me crying, leaves me hurting

So I've decided it ain't worth it

I don't want to be loved

I don't want to be loved anymore

Breath, relax my knuckles

Don't be jealous of the couples

Imagine how they'll cry when they all break up

Cause they will

Yeah I know it

Cause if not

Then I'm hopeless

When the paint start to crack

You can't find your way back

No matter how you try

And that is why

I don't want to be loved

I don't want to be loved anymore

If I break once again

I don't think I can mend like before

It leaves me crying, leaves me hurting

So I've decided it ain't worth it

I don't want to be loved

I don't want to be loved anymore

Cause when it hits it hits

When it leaves I miss it

Every single kiss

Shedding me to bits

So if it feels like this

Then

I will ghost them all

Go and screen their calls

Leave em high and dry

Won't put up a fight

And when they ask me why

I'll say

I don't want to be loved

I don't want to be loved anymore

If I break once again

I don't think I can mend like before

It just

Leaves me crying, leaves me hurting

So I've decided it ain't worth it

I don't want to be loved

I don't want to be loved anymore