Even If It Kills Me

So long I kept my distance So many things that I'm missing out on 'Cause I know all too well how it hurts Chained down by my own memories They keep my glass half empty I do it all so I don't get burned But deep inside I hope somebody proves me wrong I know how the story goes The ones you love the most can let you down, down, down Guess I'm learning to live Even if it kills me Million reasons to give up Sometimes I never want to leave my house Oh I guess I'm learning to live Even if it kills me One foot out past the doorstep Far from the safety in my bed Now everything could all up go up in smoke But deep inside I hope somebody proves me wrong I know how the story goes The ones you love the most can let you down, down, down Guess I'm learning to live Even if it kills me Million reasons to give up Sometimes I never want to leave my house Oh I guess I'm learning to live Even if it kills me Even if I fall apart Even if it breaks my heart Even if it all goes dark 'Cause I know I know how the story goes The ones you love the most can let you down, down, down Guess I'm learning to live Even if it kills me Million reasons to give up Sometimes I never want to leave my house Oh I guess I'm learning to live Even if it kills me Learning to live Even if it kills me