girl i’ve always been

Six, five, six, seven, eight "Baby doll, you have changed" That's the thing you always say Cursin' me, trash my name I rained all over your parade Now, you're on my couch, you're fightin' tears You say I'm cruel beyond my years And as I'm walkin' out that door Say you don't know me anymore Well, I have captors I call friends I got panic rooms inside my head And I get down with crooked men But I am the girl I've always been I got wrapped up in the game again You woke up in an empty bed And I can't say I'm a perfect ten But I am the girl I've always been So don't say that I've been actin' different I'm nothin' if I'm not consistent You knew everything you'd be gettin' I told you right from the beginnin' Now you're on my case, how could I go? You never dreamed I'd be so cold And then with venom on your tongue You ask me who I have become Well, I have captors I call friends I got panic rooms inside my head I get down with crooked men But I am the girl I've always been I got wrapped up in the game again And you woke up in an empty bed And I can't say I'm perfect ten But I am the girl I've always been Yeah, I'm a candle in the wind I'll turn you out, I'll turn you in But I am the girl I've always been