Turning Grey

There's a crack in the sky

But the clouds haven't opened up

Hearing sirens rise

Wondering who called the ambulance

Floating face up and drifting in a shallow pool

Throw the anchor overboard, there's nothing left to lose

I'm running out of options and I'm running out of luck

I'm running on empty, this feels like giving up

I can't do this on my own

I can't do this on my own

And my brain keeps us apart

Keeps me in the dark

No matter what I'm feeling

These feelings I'm concealing

There's a crack in the ground

And I don't know what we're gonna do

Cos you're never around

I'm always making excuses for you

Never ever cried before, but I'm crying now, alone

Take me somewhere that I can call home

I can't do this on my own

I can't do this on my own

Trying to reach the shore but it always floats away

It's like I'm frozen deep in ice and my world is turning grey

And I'm searching for you in the fields of drifting white snow

You know I once felt sympathy, but now I don't know

Cos I'm losing my self and I'm losing control

And I'm losing everything I can't do this on my own