So I

Always on my mind

Every day, every night

Your star burns so bright

Why did I push you away?

I was scared sometimes

You had a power like a lightning strike

When I'm on stage sometimes I lie

Say that I love singing these songs you left behind

And I know you always said

"It's okay to cry"

So I know I can cry, I can cry

So I cry

Wish I'd tried to pull you closer

You pushed me hard

Made me focus

Your words

Brutal, loving, truthful

I was petrified

You're a hero and a human

Track was done, I'd make excuses

You'd say, "Come on, stay for dinner"

I'd say, "No, I'm fine"

Now I really wish I'd stayed

Always on my mind

Every day, every night

Your star burns so bright

Why did I push you away?

I was scared sometimes

You had a power like a lightning strike

When I'm on stage sometimes I lie

Say that I love singing these songs you left behind

And I know you always said

"It's okay to cry"

So I know I can cry, I can cry

So I cry

Guilty feelings keep me fractured

Got a phone call after Christmas

Didn't know how I should act

I watched you dance online

Your sounds, your words live on endless

When I make songs, I remember

Things you'd suggest -

"Make it faster!"

Would you like this one?

Maybe just a little bit

Always on my mind

Every day, every night

Your star burns so bright

Why did I push you away?

I was scared sometimes

You had a power like a lightning strike

When I'm on stage sometimes I lie

Say that I love singing these songs you left behind

And I know you always said

"It's okay to cry"

So I know I can cry, I can cry

So I cry