Message, Pt. 2

Powerful journalist specialize in murder lyrics Hieroglyphics in the breath and the threats that I sweat against Self inflicted sucka very influential conflicted addicted Anticipating fox to the prey But it only runs away another day I take in halfway thoughts Dancing ballet, playing lullaby occupy my mind Kind of way I regret so Amaru boutta die soon His eyes looking dark now gloom assume he gave it none hes done "Let's run away together forever?" Never in my right mind should I never drop my guard Yo disregard, the curls, you know it's my favorite lips that I tasted Feel I wasted now I'm waiting holding my face in the dark As I think about the times that we danced in a spark Making all the smiley faces and I'm spacing and I'm spacing Now I'm taking many steps back track reversed Aching all in my chest where my heart is hurt What the fuck should I care for? I lost my worth I lost my earth and I'm lost for words out in dirt I stop now And I ride the turf self serve I ain't got nothing to give Forgive and live another lousy life should I do the same Throw it all away let my self decay on the ground Watch my visions go gray as I bleed the next day Motherfuckers left me and I'm dwellin in shame This God really watching this intellectual being get played It is what it is I claim gained knowledge from my master teacher Wasn't the same so i sit and blame myself twice Dead in my lesser letters I write, leave it unfinished My soul is diminished