The Black Dog

I am someone who, until recent events You shared your secrets with And your location You forgot to turn it off And so I watch as you walk into some bar called The Black Dog And pierce new holes in my heart You forgot to turn it off And it hits me I just don't understand ... How you don't miss me In The Black Dog When someone plays 'The Starting Line' and you jump up, But she's too young to know this song That was intertwined in the magic fabric of our dreaming Old habits die screaming. I move through the world with the heartbroken My longings stay unspoken And I may never open up the way I did for you And all of those best laid plans You said I needed a brave man Then proceeded to play him Until I believed it too And it kills me I just don't understand ... How you don't miss me In the shower And remember How my rain-soaked body Was shaking Do you hate me? Was it hazing? For a cruel fraternity I pledged And I still mean it Old habits die screaming Six weeks of breathing clean air I still miss the smoke Were you making fun of me with some esoteric joke? Now I want to sell my house and set fire to all my clothes And hire a priest to come and exorcise my demons Even if I die screaming And I hope you hear it And I hope it's shitty In The Black Dog When someone plays 'The Starting Line' And you jump up But she's too young to know this song That was intertwined in the tragic fabric of our dreaming Cause tail between your legs you're leaving And I still can't believe it Cause old habits die screaming