Bang Bang

Do you even know how it began? Can you tell me how it made you feel? Do you hear'em now? Or did they let you go? Just know it's sleeping inside of me sorry If I don't wanna know your truth about my own sanity Cause either way I'll be the devil in your fucking story You wanna help you've got to prove me wrong, prove me I can trust I never thought I could do it Cause every time he brought the worst out of me I was locked in And all the things that ever came out of this it was crying The voices all around pulled me up, pulled me out alive Can't wake up from this I don't wanna fear it now, it's staring at me staring at me No, don't give up on me I don't wanna live this life with ghosts around me Coming for me Tell me I'm a waste, tell me I'm a wreck I fucking love it Beat me again so I don't feel numb Tell me I'm a mess, show me what you got I fucking love it I'll put your face underground You'll burn So shut the fuck up Bend down Save me, save me Save me I'm lost Save me from the pain Save me oh, save me I'm stuck I could never get away Send me a god, send me hope again, so I can never be alone But nothing lives here Craving the sun, caving in under your words I wanna live, tell me how to break this curse Tell me I'm right if I'm pulling the trigger Gotta aim for the head and say BANG BANG I see red and blue around me Oh, I never thought I could do it My body's shaking like a fire that you couldn't hold in The only thing you've ever wanted of me was to die here The voices all around pulled me up, pulled me out alive Woken up from this I don't wanna fear it now, it's staring at me Staring at me No Don't give up on me I don't wanna live this life with ghosts around me Coming for me So shut the fuck up Bend down I see red and blue around me