North Side Lullaby

Phone calls cut short Replies on read Everything is numb And my hearts in head I been trying Oh lately I been trying Oh that's not what you meant We both said what we said Take it back now I won't die with regrets I been trying Oh lately I been trying Trying to get the upper hand Lie to me again Ten times outta ten All you do is just pretend yeah Yeah We can play pretend yeah Oh yeah We can play pretend yeah Pretend this ain't the end Pretend we never met Seeing you eye to eye Pretend that ain't a threat Cause you pretend all the time Can't even lie I thought you was on my side Protect yo heart And hold yo soul The more you give The more you owe And you'll fall in love with Someone who's like me Cause if i'm the one they love Why i'm not the one they need She all alone yeah Said she got oh Do the most for the ones that I love But at the end of the day It seems love ain't enough Phone calls cut short Replies on read Everything is numb And my hearts in head I been trying Oh lately I been trying Oh that's not what you meant We both said what we said Take it back now I won't die with regrets I been trying Oh lately I been trying I fall from heaven for you love Go to hell and back for us You won't even shed a tear You ion even shed a tear See if the devil at your door And she knocks don't let her in Cause she'll up and disappear Cut you up and leave you there aye Is it even fair Should I Just leave you there Could I Up an disappear Would that Even make you care Those questions so unsettling And deep down I just want to Give you a taste of your medicine. Maybe then you'd make it work Maybe then you'd see my worth Maybe then i'd come in first And never try to change or curve Yeah I guess well never know And I see you calling shorty But my phone is turned down Phone calls cut short Replies on read Everything is numb And my hearts in head I been trying Oh lately I been trying