Happy For You

I saw a letter with a heart in your bio And now, it's half a year since we last spoke So why did it land like a knock-out blow? Oh, I try, but I spiral (here we go) Do you know her favourite songs? Make nicer jokes? Do you dance around the kitchen and kiss her slow I heard you're loving her the way you couldn't love me I heard you're choosing her over everybody And now I try to be happy for you I heard you found somebody, somebody new And I know it's the right thing to do But you give her all the love, the love I gave to you And it's killin' me, killin' me To be happy for you, I'm not happy for you I try to be, try to be So happy for you, I'm not happy for you Guess I'm falling down the rabbit hole Undoing all my moving on Overthinking things I can't control 'Cause I could give the world, and it'd be not enough Do you take her on the scenic route when you drive? Do you actually make an effort to treat her right? I heard you're loving her the way you couldn't love me I heard you're choosing her over everybody And now I try to be happy for you I heard you found somebody, somebody new And I know it's the right thing to do But you give her all the love, the love I gave to you And it's killin' me, killin' me (oh, it's killin' me) To be happy for you, I'm not happy for you I try to be, try to be (oh, oh) So happy for you, I'm not happy for you I think of you fondly to ease my bitter But swallowing my pride has only made me sicker I played it complicit while I was your crime Did you learn without the time? And now I try to be happy for you I heard you found somebody, somebody new And I know it's the right thing to do But you give her all the love, the love I gave to you And it's killin' me, killin' me (you're killin' me, killin' me) To be happy for you, I'm not happy for you I try to be, try to be (oh, oh) So happy for you, I'm not happy for you