No Easy Way Out

Some days I feel like I could just explode

Trapped underneath a weight nobody knows about

I'm watching my life spin out of control

Should get out of this bed but I don't know how

I keep hearing "You'll get through this"

"Flip the switch, there's nothing to it"

Like I would ever choose this

I swear that I want to be happy again

I swear this is not who I've always been

But emptiness is comfortable

And hopeless feels just like home

When you're in this deep

There's no easy way out

Sometimes it's not the old me that I miss

I miss the person that I dreamed I'd get to be

What happens if this season never ends

And what if it becomes my identity

I swear I want to be happy again

I swear this is not who I've always been

But emptiness is comfortable

And hopeless feels just like home

When you're in this deep

There's no easy way out

It's like a chain reaction

I get some traction

Then one thing crashes

And I'm relapsing

Just like that I'm right back in this place

That I can't escape

I swear I want to be happy again

I swear this is not who I've always been

I swear I want to be happy again

I swear this is not who I've always been

But emptiness is comfortable

And hopeless feels just like home

When you're in this deep

When you're in this deep

There's no easy way out