SPINNIN' YOU AROUND

I try to keep it inside

Every time I try to say it out loud

It never comes out right

So I lie and try to push it down

'Cause I should be spinnin' you around now

'Stead I'm numb, tryin' to forget about

Every time I let you down

Think I'm done tryin' to figure it out

'Cause I can't take the skin I'm in

Feels like I'm lyin' while I'm tryin' to live

And I should be spinnin' you around now, but my smile

Is growin' paper thin

I'm pretty sure I'm not alright

Spent my time underneath the ground

But you saw something that shined

Now I never wanna go without

'Cause I should be spinnin' you around now

'Stead I'm numb, tryin' to forget about

Every time I let you down

Think I'm done tryin' to figure it out

'Cause I can't take the skin I'm in

Feels like I'm lyin' while I'm tryin' to live

And I should be spinnin' you around now, but my smile

Is growin' paper thin

And no amount of therapy

Could ever get a hold of me

And I swear I've tried everything

But I'm still searchin'

'Cause I should be spinnin' you around now

'Stead I'm numb, tryin' to forget about

Every time I let you down

Think I'm done tryin' to figure it out

'Cause I can't take the skin I'm in

Feels like I'm lyin' while I'm tryin' to live

And I should be spinnin' you around now

But my smile is growin' paper thin