Toxin Dodger

I know I run my mouth

No matter what I say

I am the styrofoam

I'll never go away

I never seem to win

I'm losing every day

So I'll become the problem

That I refuse to change

I'm standing on the stage

I'm shaking in my boots

And when I'm at the gates

Only time I'll tell the truth

At least as of yet

No blood is on the bills

That feeling in my tummy

The guilty river fills

And if you really want to stop me

You're gonna have to come and kill me

There is no love that fills me

Only the things that thrill me

And if you really want to stop me

You're gonna have to come and kill me

I have no thoughts I'm guilt free

You're gonna have to come and kill me

The belly

The beast

The dog on the leash

I am truly committed

To the end that I see

The moment

I thought it

I just could not believe

My soul in this body like an arm in a sleeve

I left myself back

At that gas station

Who holds my form now

And this new fixation

Cut me off

Take the loss

Make my potion double toxed

Store my alter in a box

Sip detergent on the rocks

All my bones and skin and teeth

And face and muscle memories

Too vibrant for the flesh I am

I'll tear myself to shreds again

Tear myself

To shreds

Lying in

My bed

The wells drained

In my head

Dodging all

The toxins

Who knew I could be that Easter bunny

I leave a trail of my eggs then I takeoff running

But there won't be a single pastel

Just the feeling hope is fading in a world that is hell

(They said you could have saved him

but you know what I say? That's in god's hands)

And if you really want to stop me

You're gonna have to come and kill me

There is no love that fills me

Only the things that thrill me

And if you really want to stop me

You're gonna have to come and kill me

I have no thoughts I'm guilt free

You're gonna have to come and kill me