i can't find a day.

I need to find

Some mental clarity

All I want in this life is peace of mind

I can't find a day

Where I'm not worrying about something else

I can't find a day where

I'm not destroying my mental health

I used to be so anxious

It's not as bad as it was

I used to stay inside

Jealous of everyone else's lives

The only thing I had was music

I used to be so alone

I used to ask myself

Why is this happening to me?

I couldn't leave the house

Whilst everyone was deciding on universities

I can't find a day

Where I'm not worrying about something else

I can't find a day where

I'm not destroying my mental health

I used to be so anxious

It's not as bad as it was

I used to stay inside

Jealous of everyone else's lives

And I can't help

But wonder if I ever missed out

I can't help

But wonder if I ever missed out

No I didn't

I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be

I can't find a day

Where I'm not worrying about something else

I can't find a day

Where I'm not destroying my mental health

I used to be so anxious

It's not as bad as it was

I used to stay inside

Jealous of everyone else's lives