respawn.

I’m just a mess

All this existential dread

I can’t get it to end

Do I disappoint, or is this just what’s expected

I should’ve saved my respawn

I can’t go back everything’s broken and torn

Take three steps back whenever I move forth

Feels like It’s predetermined

Clockwork like the sun piercing through the curtains

Like gravity I fall and can’t control it

Do I disappoint or is this expected

You save face when you know I’m hurting

I hate that you have to save me

You lie to show empathy

But you can always find me

Perfectly in your sleep

Find me on the floor with my eyes rolled back

Wipe the blood from your halo

There’s no turning back

I’m not open like the window that you are

Glass reflects my scars

I can hear your silence from afar

Do I disappoint or is this expected

You save face when you know I’m hurting

I hate that you have to save me

You lie to show empathy

But you can always find me

Perfectly in your sleep

Can we find another way

Everyone’s not watching every step

The clouds aren\'t always grey