My Best Self

I wonder what I'm doing here

Laying down on the cold

Cold bathroom floor

Scared by each hair removed

And dare I say

I wish, there'd be another way

But now, I'm gone

I'm just trying to be

The best self I can be

And now I'm high

But I won't die

I'm just trying to be

The best self I can be

Every girl I see coming in

Worried about how their bodies

Might look to others

Paying for something

That will end up hurting them

There must be another way

But now, I'm gone

I'm just trying to be

The best self I can be

It's a small crime

To feel alive

I'm just trying to be

The best self I can be

And now I'm high

But I won't die

I'm just trying to be

The best self I can be

I'm just trying to be me

I'm just trying to be me

I'm just trying to be me

I'm just trying to be me