Jamie's Daydreams

Tell me again (again again again)

Tell me the way he takes you

How your skin is bruising in a way I've wanted for ages

Kissing on my arm in showers just to fake it

Jamie daydreams of living rooms

With a guy every week or two

Likes them older and married too

He says nobody dreams like they do

Tell me again (again again again)

Tell me how you find them all on the internet

Tell me how you trust a number on a silhouette

Tell me if it feels the way I always thought it did

Jamie daydreams of basements too

Sometimes drives for an hour or two

For the promise of someone new

To keep him up till the morning

But one night he called me drunk

He said it hurts, I think there's blood

But you don't have to pick me up I'm not scared of anyone

And I've never needed saving

Oh I've never needed saving

Starting dreaming more like him

Started seeing different men

Started keeping up a list

Started sleeping to exist

I started lying more and more

No one knowing where I was

Thought he could kill me if he wants

I'm not scared of anyone

Cause I've never needed saving

Oh I've never needed saving

Oh I've never needed saving

Oh I've never needed saving