Don't Even Try

Take me the fuck out of here

I am trapped in a room made of mirrors

Showing me the true face of my enemies

I sit in a dark space

Covered in silence

The shroud hangs heavy

My bones are creaking underneath

Immense

Weight of this curse

That I have cast

On myself

Sensing

Hellish entities

Clawing away at me

Digging deeper inside myself

To find the pieces

That won't survive

The light of the day

Every day that I wake

Is a challenge I put on myself

I put on myself

When will I finally see

I'm the only one that's killing me

That is killing me

Fuck

My heart is racing

At an unstoppable pace

Erasing everything

Around me

I can not stop myself

From self-destruction

The effects will be

Devastating

Every day that I wake

Is a challenge I put on myself

I put on myself

When will I finally see

I'm the only one that's killing me

That is killing me

This is mayhem

I'm losing everything

I will not give up

Advance at all costs

Subjugation

A fucking consecration

Salvation for the weak

I am not afraid

Everything will dissolve

This is

My self-made hell

Never give up

No turning back

I will persevere

Even if it's

The last thing I do

It was all worth it

Closure with consequence

I am the vanquisher

I don't care anymore

It was all worth it