Gatsby (Audiotree Live)

I built a castle

Out of dreams

And pretty scenes

Woke up and it was missing

It wasn't real

It wasn't real

I loved a woman

Who turned out to be

An ideal thing

I woke up

And she was different

Oh well

It wasn't real

It wasn't real

I been saying things I don't believe

I been doin things that just ain't me

(Or is it me?)

I been knowing that this can't continue

But I keep on living the same way

I dreamt of a future that's so far ahead

I dreamt of the past and I'd rather pretend

It isn't real

It can't be real

A version of self that erases the mirror

I change my appearance

And go out for dinner

With people that hurt to be noticed

And they talk just alike

And they argue for thrills

Yea It's never too real

I been saying things I don't believe

I been doin things that just ain't me

(..Or is it me?)

I been knowing that this can't continue

But I keep on preaching the same things

But, you didn't know me then

I wasn't nobody's friend

I wanted what all men want

To be in good company

To run around breaking things

And never think about fixing

Can't let it go now

Won't let it go

I been living the type of life

I see in movies

It's not sustainable

I been practicing on a new accent

New stories

Might be more relatable

How did I end up with the same damn clothes on

Thought I was so individual

Went to the East, made sure to take some pictures

You know it's all about the visuals

I keep saying things I don't believe

I keep doin things that just ain't me

(Or is it me?)

I keep slipping on my independence

But I keep on doing the same things

I been saying things I don't believe

I been doin things that just ain't me

(Or is it me?)

I been knowing that this can't continue

But I keep on living the same way