Avoidance

You sent me a message

Just leave me alone

Now I’m shaking head to toe

I’d rather the silence

I don't wanna know

I know it's delusional

But I don't have the strength to let you go

It’s not that I don't love you

In fact, it's the opposite

I get anxious when you call

I’m so scared to message you

Incase you're with some lucky bitch

So I leave it all

You want closure

I avoid it

And it must be so annoying, I know

I just can’t imagine that you’re gone

I'd rather avoidance

Than live in the know

I’m not tryna long it out

I hold onto items

And hold onto hope

Cos I cant bear to live without

As long as I don’t contact you then I don't pull you down

It’s not that I don't love you

In fact, it's the opposite

I get so anxious when you call

I’m so scared to message you

In case you're with some lucky bitch

So I leave it all

You want closure

I avoid it

And it must be so annoying, I know

I just can’t imagine that you’re gone

And I'm not tryna make it harder

I’ve just never dealt with so much love

And I don't know what to do with it all

'Cause no one else will ever be enough to let you go

And it must be so annoying, I know

I just can’t imagine that you're gone

And now you’re with some lucky bitch

So I leave it all

You want closure

I avoid it

And it must be so annoying, I know

It must be so annoying, I know

I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

I just can’t imagine that you’re gone