(I'm so over this, I hate everything, wanna pull the fuckin' plug)

(Baby, promise me, next time I O.D. let me rot in the mud)

I'm so over this, I hate everything, wanna pull the fuckin' plug

Baby, promise me, next time I O.D. let me rot in the mud

And I can't feel a thing, it's been so fuckin' long since I've wanted to be alive

Only stayin' here in my misery, for my family's sake every time

There's a fear I have that when I die this will all start again

Like a waking nightmare, that I cannot escape, I can never really disappear

Please, God, let me know when the lights go out, will these feelings all stop too?

And please don't bring me back to this place, every day is a test of if I'll make it through

I'm so over this, I hate everything, wanna pull the fuckin' plug

Baby, promise me, next time I O.D. let me rot in the mud

I can't feel a thing, it's been so fuckin' long since I've wanted to be alive

Only stayin' here in my misery, for my family's sake every time

There's a fear I have that when I die this will all start again