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Broken Patterns
Hip-Hop/Rap
Broken Patterns est sorti le 28 novembre 2025 par Monkey Do Ent. dans le cadre de l'album The Faultline Effect - EP
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Date de sortie28 novembre 2025
LabelMonkey Do Ent.
LangueEnglish
Qualité mélodique
Acoustique
Valence
Dansabilité
Énergie
BPM100

Crédits

INTERPRÉTATION
Dylan Beaudry
Dylan Beaudry
Rap
COMPOSITION ET PAROLES
Dylan Beaudry
Dylan Beaudry
Paroles/Composition
PRODUCTION ET INGÉNIERIE
Dylan Beaudry
Dylan Beaudry
Ingénierie de mastérisation

Paroles

I built my peace in a house of collapse
Every promise I made turned into a trap
Smiled while I shattered, bled through the cracks
Played savior to souls that never looked back
I gave 'til I broke, then I broke some more
Tried to fix them while I rotted at the core
Now I see the pattern — every scar, every war
Was me beggin' love from a locked door
All that pain I thought was growth
Was just me learnin' how to choke
Every time I said "I'm fine,"
I was watchin' myself die slow
I'm done rebuildin' where I bled
They keep me beggin' for the pain instead
I been losin' sleep, tryna save what's dead
Now I see it clear, I'm done playin' scared
Self-love don't start 'til the heart gets bared
No more ghosts — I ain't theirs, I'm aware
I was addicted to the ache
Callin' pain my "higher state."
Chasin' chaos like it's fate
'Cause silence felt too late
Told myself that love meant loss
So I kept tradin' peace for a fucking cost
Every tear just fed the frost,
Till I learned what it meant to be lost
You can't heal in the same cage you died in
Can't pray for light when the dark's invitin
Every scar that I hide is a hymn
Every ghost I face makes me feel like him
Rip the stitches, feel it raw
Don't flinch — face every flaw
If the pain don't kill, it'll teach you more
Die once, come back reborn
I'm done rebuildin' where I bled!
They keep me beggin' for the pain instead
I been losin' sleep, tryna save what's dead
Now I see it clear, I'm done playin' scared
Self-love don't start 'til the heart gets bared
No more ghosts — I ain't theirs, I'm aware
All these broken patterns
Woke up in the wreckage, blood on the floor
Same old demons, knockin' at the door
Every time I heal, they test me more —
Guess peace don't come without a war.
Mind like a maze, I been loopin' for years
Same thoughts, same fears, same tears.
But now I see the pattern clear
I been handcuffed by the mirror
Healing hurts more than hell sometimes
But I'd rather burn honest…
than live numb again
This Patterns broken.
Written by: Dylan Beaudry
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