In all my lives, I've never felt so dead

So, I'll thrive alive, in the graveyard instead

I miss you, to it's not fair

I'm sorry, I'm not really there

Half the time I forget I'm in public

God knows I'm a ghost and I don't know it

I don't know it

I don't know it

What if, wonderland was never a land

What if, picking strings silenced them

Just let me go home, I don't wanna be here

That's what everybody here says

And it's a norm, now it's a joke

The asylum walls are crumbling

And so, we rebel, yell 'go step on a Lego' it's not your rules

So then break them

I see your face, and I lose my mind

Classic blonde hair, blue eyes and glasses intertwined

I need you, so I'll just stare

Cause talking is too much of a scare

All the time I forget I'm in public

To you I'm not a ghost, and I know it

I know it

I know it

What if, Wonderland was only your hand

What if, pressing keys silenced them

You are the only one that is a cure

To the boredom that I endure

And it's a norm, or it's a fluke

Asylum walls are crumbling

Don't need to rebel, yell 'go fuck yourselves,' realizing the rules are for following

Fifteen years of my screwed-up life

Plenty wasted on a gay guy

A blonde one since when, the first time

And I'll linger here by your side

Fifteen years of my screwed-up life

Plenty wasted on a gay guy

A blonde one since when, the first time

And I'll linger here by your side

What if, what if's ended all of it

And I wouldn't ever say 'and' again

Alone, soliloquies are all that I speak

Because nobody joins me

And it's a norm, some sort of fluke

Trying to be better for you

You can come, and try to sue

I'm hateable, I guess that's true