One Good Time

Just give me one good time Nobody's looking at me, anyway Nobody's looking at me, anyway Yo, yo I know that I'm hardcore Know how to start wars Know how to scar yours in a fist fight 'Cause toughness is our floor Warriors that bar nor But this one is far tore up on this night Some people show it and then some people hide it But other people, they do it whenever they get excited, but me I can't even do it when the wrong's all mine I'm saying I've been trying to do it for a long-long time I get jealous when I see people do it and it's like fluid I'm thinking, "How can they swallow that?" When I can't even chew it I guess God seen it fit to label me the consoler Bestowed upon a broken show and forever be the shoulder My mission is plain to see It's freaking insanity I'm wishing the pain in me would just leave me, why can't it be? Simple 'cause on the real This one could die So I'm asking God, before I go Just give me one good cry If I could cry maybe one good time, I could wash away all my pain And maybe free my mind After my shows, it's a lonely road So I sit up all by myself trying to cleanse my soul Nobody's looking at me, anyway Just give me one good time Nobody's looking at me, anyway Why I got to be the one to cheer up people 'til they clear up? When I sneeze, I tear up and then I go look in a mirror So I can see how it looks When I really wanna know how it feels When I'm hella down, I try to push No matter how hard, no water spills for real My patience is soon to go Waiting for the balloon to blow I'm thinking back to when I used to go to funerals No matter how close we were On the inside, it ached, wow Others be losing it, I'm wishing I could break down And I been through a lot of them And there's not a one that went on and got it done No moisture that even try even to come And this ain't no chump thing, 'cause I've had enough pain Tears should be running like mustangs, man, it must rain Been trying for years, but the crying been inside And N9na so serious, there ain't no lying in his eyes And it makes me so furious when I look and I'm in genocide Please let me break down with the pain I felt when Brian Dennis died, one time If I could cry maybe one good time, I could wash away all my pain And maybe free my mind After my shows, it's a lonely road So I sit up all by myself trying to cleanse my soul Nobody's looking at me, anyway Just give me one good time Nobody's looking at me, anyway I look at actors and crying, it's as easy as fondue But what do you do when extreme hurt is upon you? Real life ain't no movie, homie And this ain't John Woo But I almost lost it on the ending of Jon Q And I almost lost it when Jennifer Hudson blew But I'm still waiting for that real emotion to come through Then maybe I could get a cry, God, maybe one, two? Been red for life, and for the first time ever, me want blue (What?) Give me the blues, sometimes I turn on the news and I Look at all these feuds Then I try to make them ooze (Don't cry, no teardrops from your eye Poerty's music oh my, almost made me tear up About thinking about my children, no lie) Maybe I'm black-hearted You thinking, "Damn, he shady" Or saying, "Man, he crazy" for the way I abandon me lady One day she can repay me Yes, that woman can betray me Then I'll probably cry, if not than I do it if I win me a Grammy, maybe If I could cry maybe one good time, I could wash away all my pain And maybe free my mind After my shows, it's a lonely road So I sit up all by myself trying to cleanse my soul Nobody's looking at me, anyway Just give me one good time Nobody's looking at me, anyway