Freak

How many times can you look me in the eye And tell me everything is fine when I know it's not? I don't even know what I should say now I can't speak, I am such a freak Trapped in a box, feeling so small Can't feel a thing, can't feel at all People they sat laughing at me Pointing my face, call me a freak This world is not my own I was meant to be alone And there is nothing I can do to save me now How many times can you look me in the eye And tell me everything is fine when I know it's not I don't even know what I should say now I can't speak, I am such a freak Feeling so high, up on a cloud Falling to black back on the ground Picture my lines, picture my face Won't go outside, want to erase These things that haunt my mind Think about them all the time And there's nothing I can do to save me now How many times can you look me in the eye And tell me everything is fine when I know it's not I don't even know what I should say now I can't speak, I am such a freak How many times can you look me in the face Tell me everything's in place when I know it's not I don't even know what I should say now I can't speak, I am such a freak, I'm a freak How many times can you look me in the eye And tell me everything is fine when I know it's not, hey How many times can you look me in the eye And tell me everything is fine when I know it's not I don't even know what I should say now I can't speak, I am such a freak How many times can you look me in the face Tell me everything's in place when I know it's not I don't even know what I should say now I can't speak, I am such a freak I'm a freak I, now, now, now, now, freak I'm a freak, I'm a freak All alone in the world, don't have anyone