Burdened

Who was I to call for help?

You see, she don't love herself

Let me buy your burden

I will stand, we'll still see

I can keep the cuts deep in my guts so you don't need to

You don't need to

Hey

They're not good for

Usin' you good for

But you're lettin' it happen

Why you lettin' it happen?

Sharin' what they sip

Persuading tongue up on the tip

I'd rather slit than watch her fall

I keep along

I keep along, oh, oh, oh

I keep along, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

I take another breath of cold air

On a long road leading nowhere

Lyin' to myself, my subconscious is dishonest

Work your whole life for something

Just to realize you didn't want it

Ask myself, "Is it even worth it?"

Too worried about bein' a decent person

Just to feel alive, I fill my body with this lethal poison

Livin' out my dreams in reality, didn't even enjoy it

That's how you end up here, stranded

Gamblin' on them chances

Lookin' back in little glances

Turnin' down the advances

I leave here, and go home, and use this shit to my advantage

Don't let it change the damage

My perspective of this planet

Keep doin' it as I planned it

I'm from where they pull things out like Janet

Bang brains out till they hang out like friends

Over at they parents

No such thing as fairness

Wear that pain like it's brandished

Float around, trapped in the same life, like, dammit

Make me go insane, like I'm manic

My loved ones dyin', my baby sister cryin'

And the only thing I can say is it ain't time to panic

I don't need to pop cannon

My stomach doin' backflips

When it happened, it felt like a pedestrian runnin' into traffic

I'm over it, focusin'

I'm livin' how I'm supposed to live

Hope that I can escape this hopelessness

When I just don't exist

When you're inside

Something doesn't feel right

Maybe it's because I'm rotten

Try too hard to find something to hold onto

When I need to let everything go