Resolve

I'll waste another two years thinking of where I want to go with my life. The tradition your seeking is taking me down a path that's overcrowded and unappealing. I'm not who you are. You told me this isn't how you planned your life to be. Is it because of me? I won't be sorry for something i'm not changing. I need a little resolve in my life. Yours needs fixing. I found my purpose through ambitious decisions while yours has been a mystery. I've grown up to find out that you can't let your guard down. You've gotta' stick to what is true -with that I don't mean you. I swear I won't need you. Given everything i've got, I still have nothing to show. Will you ever understand where I want to go and where i've been? You left me out just to hang and dry. You never cared at all. I always wondered why. I need a little resolve in my life. I'll always wonder why.