Hit Me Harder (feat. Jaymes Young)

It hits me harder

These damn pills ain't workin' yet, I take a swig of J.D.

I took L's with bad B's, my ex girls, they hate me

Run like Eddie Lacy from problems, I'm escapin'

I sing to these bad hoes like JoJo and K-Ci

Empty bottles of whiskey, ask my ex if she miss me

Can't deal with all the lows, so the drugs keep me lifted

Mama says I'm gifted, dad says I drink too much

But he don't really get it, adults just really think too much

And all I know is temporary fixes for permanent pains

And sacrificin' family for personal fame

And actin' really selfish for personal gains

And poppin' hella pills and goin' insane

I know I acted up, girl, I hope you call me again

I know it's hard to tell, but I'm strivin' to change

And you hopin' I do, but you ready if not

You know bein' let down, 'cause it's happened a lot

I found myself underwater

Bye, bye, big high, I'm fallin' farther

Come back to me, and hit me harder

Hit me harder

I see Spanish girls, black girls, and white girls too

White girl for the white girl, what white girls do?

Black out at SoulCycle, you got carbs to lose

Said you were tired of the city, when you makin' a move?

Said you goin' to L.A., you got nothin' to lose

Me or your sanity, you got somethin' to choose

What's my first name? Skizzy

Pulled out the joint and lit it

You used to be timid, the memories are vivid

Cigarettes and stu's keep me in the loop

You've gone through it all, barely twenty-two

You just ready for a dog and a scenic view

Got some weed in your coat,C Goose when it's cold

Take a drive to the beach, bring some cigs for the road

Started out as a joke, now it's out of control

Scared of silence and all, scared of bein' alone

And when I'm not at your house, I get high on my own

I found myself underwater

Bye, bye, big high, I'm fallin' farther

Come back to me, and hit me harder

Hit me harder

I know the high was never real

'Cause I don't feel the love no more

If numb is all that I can feel

Just hit me harder than before

I found myself underwater

Bye, bye, big high, I'm fallin' farther

Come back to me, and hit me harder

Hit me harder