It's Not Easy

I get out of bed I try hard to clear my head It's not easy Not easy I stay up 'till five I try hard to just survive It's not easy Not easy But i try I try I try I try I try I try I get out of line I just start to lose my mind It's so easy So easy I get up at ten I try hard to start again It's not easy Not easy Why try Why try Why try But I try I try I try But with a grain of salt I admit to fault But I'm not gonna change You express your doubts Going on about How I'm not gonna change I get out of bed With an aching in my head It's not easy Not easy I stay up 'till five I try hard to stay alive It's not easy Not easy But i try I try I try I try I try I try But with a grain of salt I admit to fault But I'm not gonna change You express your doubts Going on about How I'm not gonna change But I try, I try, I try When time is on my side You know I'm losing it When time is on my side You know I'm losing it When time is on my side You know I'm losing it When time is on my side You know I'm losing it