A year ago the pain came from my brain
It still hurts every once in awhile
Thirty years of punishment
Thirty years malnourishment
And now my body is fighting back
I hope my brain isn't just distracting me from itself
I'll awake from the pain in my back
It's the same ill-fitting morning as before
Physical more than emotional it attacks the same
Fuck yeah it still hurts
I hope my brain isn't just distracting me from itself
I am at war with my brain
And I think that it's winning
Killing my body with ease
It dies with every drink
I'll get sick again
It all spins around
I'll fall asleep again
And dream everything is fine
Strive for improvement
Try not to let it win
Keep puking keep sleeping
I hope my brain isn't just distracting me from itself
I am at war with my brain
And I think that it's winning
Killing my body with ease
It dies with every drink
