Book Club

Remember our book club With Yves Saint Laurent The first and the last book We started on We used to spend our days And our eves on the phone First date and we both rocking Louis Vuitton Yeah, I don't know about this chick Cause' I'm still heartbroken from this motherfuckin' bitch So you must be dumb if you're interested Yeah you must be a fool if you fall in love with me And I'm a goddamn loser So I abused her Four years later and I lose her God damn I've been distracted for years This the first time that I see things clear Looking back covering my macbook in tears Cause' you did so much and I just didn't care Well that's how things go When you only learn on the long way home I lo-love you girl but I kno-kno-kno That your happy now so I let it go They say it hurts like a bitch But I swear a bitch never fucking hurt like this But I use the pain to change And the music to express what I can't say Remember back in the day At the club in the line when you first said hey You said you were a fan of my grandma You love the part where she plays with the camera Now she's telling me She regrets it ever happened She wish she would've spent those years with someone else and Kept her confidence Cause' she used to be so secure and sure of what she wants and needs Yeah it hurts to hear but I know it ain't true Cause' this boy right here's half me half you I know there's a purpose for what we've been through Even if you don't see it right now I do Well that's how things go When you only learn on the long way home I lo-love you girl but I kno-kno-kno That your happy now so I let it go