Advocate.

Am I an advocate for the depressed Or a catalyst for the rest to feel sad Told not to be mad, its Gold to be glad So many people telling me shit But I'm not mentally fit My head's not alright, your advice Goes in the left ear out through the right So I'm left here on my own to fight I hear the voices telling me to "Roll the dice Make it big to make you rich You got a dream, go chasing it Don't be fake in this And you'll make it bitch But Then I hear them telling me to cry Telling me to die, telling me to fly away from all the problems I got But I got some problems with that I think I oughta solve them, shit's whack I got the lyrical talent to fix that, bitch that's Just fact, this cat, spent his childhood Writing and rhyming shit rap If I'm vibing, spill that on the page, when im enraged Grab the pen and the pad, I write and spit when im sad This is my therapy You better be Paying attention This is meant for me My remedy I should mention Without rap I falsely conjure Some thoughts, you see I'll lost in it all, like a maze Going insane, like I'm crazed But I won't refrain, from talking my thoughts They wont be contained, repressed or lost Recently I've been depressed, I'm feeling lost The feelings lost, completely gone I'm single now, I mean c'mon What did I expect? I'm psycho And I go, spread that shit to a girl But when I flow, my mind goes all over the world Cos I'm all over the place. And I'm a mess But I'm also better than the rest That is Narcissism at its best I been feeling great, but I'm also feeling bad I think of opposites to every thought I've ever had I think Imma make it, yeah this is my shot to grab What if I'm not amazing? Damn this shit is kinda sad Damn Why do I do this it's useless, but it's also not Helps me get through shit, cos I'm so soft But im also strong, I can cope on my own All alone, I'll just feel better at home If I hide inside, just rhyme and write I'll be fine, that's right This sadness, I'm never passing it Shit Guess im not really an advocate